The older I get, the more comfortable I have BECOME with expressing myself. Of course, I’ve learned along the way there are a number of ways you can. I tended to choose the wrong way when I was younger and found it never worked out the way I thought it should.
Mostly negative, overly dramatic and what many would call “doing TOO much”.
It was hard for me to see things from the inside looking out.
You are either oblivious to whats going on or you choose not to open you mind, your heart and to close you mouth long enough to realize it.
Whatever it was for me, I had fallen tired of the way I felt after a situation’s aftermath when I would act out.
What is the point, where did you think this go with how you chose to handle things?
There was no point and I always felt childish and unhappy EVERY SINGLE TIME. I just wanted my way, point blank. I also took me to be blessed to be able to bring another life into this world. That was where I learned the true meaning of selflessness, unconditional love and that it definitely wasn’t all about me.
I had to learn to build a bridge and get the hell over it. Took a lot of praying, trusting, crying, falling and letting go to finally learn how to handle things and handle it in a positive manner.
How I can express myself without getting defensive and still get my point across. How people understand me better when I sit and think before I speak. I have come a LONG way but there is still many things for me learn. I have some chapers on my story to tell but its far from complete. Excited for all that is to come.